it's always happening

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fixer upper

well he didnt show up at work today. came up with a lame excuse that the toilet in his apartment was broken and he would have to stay at home to fix it. every so often these calamities seem to take place, a flood from the apartment above, broken toilet etc. so we didnt have to face eachother, but i wanted to, and i wanted to ask why? why did you write me that horrible message?

one of my best friends organised press passes for us for a huge festival in 2 weeks time, we would have camped in the press area and probably been allowed backstage (wahey). but i decided today that i wont go because a show i organised is on that same weekend, and its even bigger than the one from last night. so if anything goes wrong and shock, horror, he might have to take a phonecall about it, i dont want to risk that. right now i should really avoid that.

well, she has been accusing me lately of being flaky because sometimes at the last minute i have to say "sorry im too tired im staying in". i think im missing out on some vitamins or something, cos im really just dragging my ass around these days. well this time its a bit more serious than being tired. im under probation for the first 6 months at this new job so if this happens again i dont think i'll be in a very secure position.

so she might be mad that i cant go to the festival, we planned it since a few months ago. but i just hope she understands..i didnt know this situation was going to develop...and now i have to do some work to fix things up a bit.

10:58 p.m. - Thursday, Jun. 11, 2009

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